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“Everything
is working out fine…with Dina?”
“Oh
yes.” He smiled. “That New York trip
really inspired her.
She’s
now looking into exchange programs and scholarships. That
tutor
we got her for chemistry and physics also really made a
difference.”
Rebecca
opened her mouth then thought twice about a retort.
That
was something David had decided with Susan, obviously,
because
she didn’t know about it. Dina hadn’t considered it necessary
to
tell her either.
“Would
be great if that lasts. I’m afraid, though, at the moment,
she
is really into that boy Tomaso.”
“Nice
boy. We said hello online.”
“Oh.
You did?”
“Sure.
You always say it’s important to keep track of what they
do on
the internet.”
“True.
You want some tea?”
“I’ll
have it. Thanks.” He went to the counter to get his cup,
moving
confidently like he wasn’t the guest here. After they’d
shared
almost twenty years of their lives, Rebecca couldn’t find it
in
herself to blame him.
“Weird,
isn’t it, to have strangers walk around in your home
and
discuss what they’ll change.”
“Yes.”
Only it isn’t ours anymore—or home.
“The
weather’s been crazy,” David said, probably sensing she
didn’t
want to deepen the subject. “The last time it was like this,
you
were pregnant with—”
“Maggie.”
It
was risky, the doctor said, but both she and David had wanted
that
baby so badly. There had been a lot of appointments in the
early
stages, lots of driving in the snow.
Rebecca
cupped her tea mug in both hands, letting the warmth
reorient
her in the present. It was normal for people who had
shared
a big part of their life to have a conversation like this. They
needed
to give that time the credit it deserved.
There
was a small clank as David sat his cup down on the
counter,
and then he reached out to brush his hand over Rebecca’s
hair
gently, his fingertips tickling her neck.
For a
split second, she could make herself pretend it was okay.
Then
she all but jumped to her feet, putting space between them.
“David!”
He
met her gaze calmly, his own devoid of apology.
“What
do you think? We had sixteen years. Counting from our
wedding
day, that is.”
“I am
aware of that.”
“If
you can just brush off every feeling we had for each other,
congratulations,
Rebecca, because I can’t.”
“But…”
What about Susan? What about the fact that we both
made
up our minds and it wasn’t for each other?
“You
started it. You walked out on me. Don’t tell me what to
feel.”
“I’m
sorry, I didn’t…” There were many ways to finish, but none
of
them seemed to be the right thing to say. I didn’t
know. That
would
make her look stupid. I didn’t mean to hurt you. She
had
anyway.
“I
need to go. I’ll call you when I hear about the offer.”
He
didn’t wait for an answer.
Rebecca
put both cups into the sink, resisting the urge to just
slam
them. She had no right to tell Callie how to deal with a relationship
that refused to be over.
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